love...

im not sure of how i feel
but if theres one thing i knew
its that love isnt real
you say you love me
every single day
but its cuz of you
that our relationship cant stay
but that im okay with
its no big deal
i know its a myth
but my heart will heal
you dont say hi
in the hallways as we pass
when you say you love me
i think "my ass!"
you make promises
that you cant keep
all i keep thinking is
"i'm in too deep!"
and no matter what
to you
the door of my heart is never shut
you make me happy
you make me proud
of being myself
and i could say that out loud
if there was one thing i knew
its that love wasnt real
but you've opened my eyes
and my heart you slowly heal

poem

a poem from the guy that i love:

"The road less taken has been taken too many times. Ihave followed the path many times to find myself inone spot, your doorstep. No consent was given for meto love you, but my heart burns for your hand, yourcheek, and your lips. Every moment I spend staringinto your eyes, and I see no reflection of me alone. Igaze admirably and I see my hands clenched around you,and my lips smothering you in kisses. O, my dreams arenot yet spoken, but are still heartfelt and sosincere. I sing the song called love and I can’t singon key until you come in sight. My heart never pumpedas fast or slow as when I’m around you. Your fragrancepasses by my nose and the whiff makes me ecstatic.Every line I have ever said was as hard as the beatingin my chest, but once you said something back itslowed and skipped. Every word and I felt my heartskip a beat. Pump, skip, pump, pump, skip, pump, skipand so on. Every kiss you ever blew to me and I wouldtry catching them, but sadly I felt as though the windwould blow them away. I tried explaining how happy Iwas when I was with you, but no words expressed how Ifelt for you. I looked in a thesaurus to findsomething more intriguing than pure happiness, butright beside it was your name. If a picture held athousand words than you must hold millions, and yet noword seems to glorify you like I want them to. Yet, Iwasn’t meant to love you, but another. She was nothingto me though. The harder I tried, it seemed like Iwanted to snatch you away from whatever it was thatyou were doing. I wanted to melt in your arms and itjust ate away at my heart. I never understood why Iwas so attached and yet so far away from you. I couldnever seem to understand why my pathway was alwayspaved towards you. If I wasn’t meant to love you, thanlove not the world that denies me to you. I will breakaway from what keeps me chained to this planet, if itmeant that you will love me. O, heavenly child that Iseemingly adore from afar, please love me like I loveyou, and I will treat you with the care and respect solonging deserved that no other man has given. No mancan and always will love you like I have. Please love me, please."

wow

i love this guy so effen much!