ah, love....................
dont you love it?
:]
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
friends and pain
as you all may know, i recently went through some more pain. [i think we all know who was the cause of this pain]
as i sit here writing this i remember thinking [not too long ago] that we dont need anyone "special" to love us as long as we have the love given to us by either friends or family.
and as i sit here writing this and remembering what i had thought, it was a lot easier to let go of all my pain [ok, well maybe not all of it but most of it] and i can honestly say that it is easier for me to let go of the people that have hurt me emotionally.
i feel as though i can overcome anything because i know that no matter what, i will always have loving, caring, absolutely amazing friends.
they show me support and they help me through the thick and thin and the ups and downs of life and teenage love and for that i am grateful.
and know i think,
how did i possible come across friends like these?
how is it that i managed to mantain these friends for pracitically three years?
and basically, i dont feel as if i deserve these friends.
after all i have done and all the problems that i have gone through, they should not have to worry about me. they should worry about themselves but i realize that because they care about me so much, they are the great friends that i know and love.
a great song for this is "my friends over you" by new found glory
as i sit here writing this i remember thinking [not too long ago] that we dont need anyone "special" to love us as long as we have the love given to us by either friends or family.
and as i sit here writing this and remembering what i had thought, it was a lot easier to let go of all my pain [ok, well maybe not all of it but most of it] and i can honestly say that it is easier for me to let go of the people that have hurt me emotionally.
i feel as though i can overcome anything because i know that no matter what, i will always have loving, caring, absolutely amazing friends.
they show me support and they help me through the thick and thin and the ups and downs of life and teenage love and for that i am grateful.
and know i think,
how did i possible come across friends like these?
how is it that i managed to mantain these friends for pracitically three years?
and basically, i dont feel as if i deserve these friends.
after all i have done and all the problems that i have gone through, they should not have to worry about me. they should worry about themselves but i realize that because they care about me so much, they are the great friends that i know and love.
a great song for this is "my friends over you" by new found glory
Thursday, October 25, 2007
CAMS middle skool
hello!
its me again [well of course it is. i mean its my blog isnt it?]
did any of you get a letter to CAMS?
well if you did, do you know where it is?
its all the way in CARSON!
its also on a college campus [can you say hello college boys? :) ]
but its really hard.
i mean seriously.
you have to take engineering for two years [its required] and calculus.
can you believe that.
but still its a preety good skool w/ college dudes and
off campus eating.
its me again [well of course it is. i mean its my blog isnt it?]
did any of you get a letter to CAMS?
well if you did, do you know where it is?
its all the way in CARSON!
its also on a college campus [can you say hello college boys? :) ]
but its really hard.
i mean seriously.
you have to take engineering for two years [its required] and calculus.
can you believe that.
but still its a preety good skool w/ college dudes and
off campus eating.
how do you feel when the person you love, doesnt love you back?
when they tell you they have someone new and yet they still tell you that they love you?
when they have showed off that new person and expect you to not be upset?
when after they havent talked to you for about a week and they suddenly confront you for not
talking to them?
i mean WTF is that about?
the only reason that you didnt talk to them was because they didnt talk to you and because you are upset that they tell you that they have someone new in their life and still tell you that they love you.
and even after all that THEY STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO COMPLAIN THAT YOU DONT TALK TO THEM?!
now i dont know about you but that person does not deserve you or your time.
and yet, you cant fully move on.
you've let them go for the most part but part of them and the memories still remains.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh......love.
you cant live with it and you cant live without it
at least it would be really lonely if you lived without it
when they tell you they have someone new and yet they still tell you that they love you?
when they have showed off that new person and expect you to not be upset?
when after they havent talked to you for about a week and they suddenly confront you for not
talking to them?
i mean WTF is that about?
the only reason that you didnt talk to them was because they didnt talk to you and because you are upset that they tell you that they have someone new in their life and still tell you that they love you.
and even after all that THEY STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO COMPLAIN THAT YOU DONT TALK TO THEM?!
now i dont know about you but that person does not deserve you or your time.
and yet, you cant fully move on.
you've let them go for the most part but part of them and the memories still remains.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh......love.
you cant live with it and you cant live without it
at least it would be really lonely if you lived without it
disappear
as i walk alone again
unfazed by the lonliness
disappear into the night
for it just isnt right
today its wrong
to sing a love song
to a scorned young heart
hear my words and start
to heed what i have to say
before it goes away
i've walked here too long
not to sing a love song
and yet here i am
world- weary with no scar
just my heart on my sleeve.
this poem was given to me by my friend ALEX.
he gave it to me after my heart was broken by none other than the guy i loved the most
he gave me permission to post it on my blog for others to enjoy.
dont you like this poem too.
i think its really good.
if you would like me to post something of yours, please tell me.
send me an email or give it to me in person.
[for my email please look on my profile]
unfazed by the lonliness
disappear into the night
for it just isnt right
today its wrong
to sing a love song
to a scorned young heart
hear my words and start
to heed what i have to say
before it goes away
i've walked here too long
not to sing a love song
and yet here i am
world- weary with no scar
just my heart on my sleeve.
this poem was given to me by my friend ALEX.
he gave it to me after my heart was broken by none other than the guy i loved the most
he gave me permission to post it on my blog for others to enjoy.
dont you like this poem too.
i think its really good.
if you would like me to post something of yours, please tell me.
send me an email or give it to me in person.
[for my email please look on my profile]
Sunday, October 21, 2007
britney: pop princess or pile of crap?
Britney Spears - Gimme More
britney's song that was supposed to bring her back as AMERICA'S POP PRINCESS
did it work?
no but wat do you think
did you like her song or do you think that it's a pile of crap
please comment in regards to her song
thnx
tsukiko
britney's song that was supposed to bring her back as AMERICA'S POP PRINCESS
did it work?
no but wat do you think
did you like her song or do you think that it's a pile of crap
please comment in regards to her song
thnx
tsukiko
Sunday, October 14, 2007
papa roach rox!
we all know that papa roach is fawesome right?
well if you agree here are some links for papa roach songs
[if it doesnt work then oh well. sorry!]
Papa Roach - Scars
Papa Roach - Forever
Papa Roach - Last Resort
enjoy! :]
well if you agree here are some links for papa roach songs
[if it doesnt work then oh well. sorry!]
Papa Roach - Scars
Papa Roach - Forever
Papa Roach - Last Resort
enjoy! :]
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Teen ProfileProvided by: Astrology.com
Libra Girl
That pretty girl surrounded by a bevy of beauties (both male and female) -- yes, it's Libra! She's certainly not one to hang around alone. More to the point, though, she is very focused on looking good. As Libra is ruled by Venus, the Planet of Love, Beauty, and Aesthetic, her hair will always be in the latest style, and her fashion sense is as good as it gets. Many Libra ladies wind up in the beauty industry for this very reason. As for all of that company in her midst, the Libra girl plain and simple can't stand to be alone. If she's not in a relationship (highly unlikely), she'll cling to her pals and always socialize with a crowd. And a happy group it will be, since she'll insist on harmony at all costs. Some may perceive her willingness to please as superficial, but her intentions are always good. Since Libra is an Air sign, she possesses the qualities of an intellectual and will do well in school. Or maybe it's because she can't stand the idea of aggravating her teacher. Whatever the case, she's bound to wind up doing beautiful work.
Teen ProfileProvided by: Astrology.com
Gemini Boy
This smart and likable young man is very funny and can't help but make everyone laugh. While not the leader of the crowd, the Gemini boy will always be in a group because he loves company. He is a Jack of all trades - in this case, as the saying goes, he's also a master of none. ""So what?"" he'd say, since this chap loves to flit from one thing to the next. Games will capture the Gemini boy's imagination, be it chess, Trivial Pursuit, or the latest computer game. Opponents should be advised that this lad is good! Charmer that he is, he can talk a lot about a little and still leave a group enthralled. Being a public servant or politician might not sound exciting to some, but the Gemini boy may find his calling here. As prep for this work, he'll likely find himself at a college where he can hone his debating skills -- UC Berkeley or those bastions of the debate game, Harvard and Yale. He can talk with the best and has jokes to spare.
Libra Girl
That pretty girl surrounded by a bevy of beauties (both male and female) -- yes, it's Libra! She's certainly not one to hang around alone. More to the point, though, she is very focused on looking good. As Libra is ruled by Venus, the Planet of Love, Beauty, and Aesthetic, her hair will always be in the latest style, and her fashion sense is as good as it gets. Many Libra ladies wind up in the beauty industry for this very reason. As for all of that company in her midst, the Libra girl plain and simple can't stand to be alone. If she's not in a relationship (highly unlikely), she'll cling to her pals and always socialize with a crowd. And a happy group it will be, since she'll insist on harmony at all costs. Some may perceive her willingness to please as superficial, but her intentions are always good. Since Libra is an Air sign, she possesses the qualities of an intellectual and will do well in school. Or maybe it's because she can't stand the idea of aggravating her teacher. Whatever the case, she's bound to wind up doing beautiful work.
Teen ProfileProvided by: Astrology.com
Gemini Boy
This smart and likable young man is very funny and can't help but make everyone laugh. While not the leader of the crowd, the Gemini boy will always be in a group because he loves company. He is a Jack of all trades - in this case, as the saying goes, he's also a master of none. ""So what?"" he'd say, since this chap loves to flit from one thing to the next. Games will capture the Gemini boy's imagination, be it chess, Trivial Pursuit, or the latest computer game. Opponents should be advised that this lad is good! Charmer that he is, he can talk a lot about a little and still leave a group enthralled. Being a public servant or politician might not sound exciting to some, but the Gemini boy may find his calling here. As prep for this work, he'll likely find himself at a college where he can hone his debating skills -- UC Berkeley or those bastions of the debate game, Harvard and Yale. He can talk with the best and has jokes to spare.
confused
third time that we break up
que pasa con este chico?! MIERDA
im ok wit bein friends wit benifits
trust me i am but
este tiene que hacer una decision y quedarse con esa decision
y ademas
siempre dice que me ama
y lo creo pero tiene una forma muy chistosa de demonstrarlo
watever though
i love him even if he doesnt love me back and if he does love me then he sure has a funny way of showing it
still................................
i love him
que pasa con este chico?! MIERDA
im ok wit bein friends wit benifits
trust me i am but
este tiene que hacer una decision y quedarse con esa decision
y ademas
siempre dice que me ama
y lo creo pero tiene una forma muy chistosa de demonstrarlo
watever though
i love him even if he doesnt love me back and if he does love me then he sure has a funny way of showing it
still................................
i love him
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