Tuesday, September 25, 2007

today for science we had another substitute

his name is mr.penke

he was really mean

accordin to ms.tchakmakjian

ms. mcmicheal is really sick which is why she has been absent for five days in a row?

yah sumthin is up wit that teacher

im gunna figure it out

yupyup

yupyup
yall betta listen up cuz this shitt rite hur aint lyin
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Thursday, September 20, 2007

my real name

well today i found out that my name is really
tsukiko
it means moon child
well who woulda thunk it
:]

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

love...

im not sure of how i feel
but if theres one thing i knew
its that love isnt real
you say you love me
every single day
but its cuz of you
that our relationship cant stay
but that im okay with
its no big deal
i know its a myth
but my heart will heal
you dont say hi
in the hallways as we pass
when you say you love me
i think "my ass!"
you make promises
that you cant keep
all i keep thinking is
"i'm in too deep!"
and no matter what
to you
the door of my heart is never shut
you make me happy
you make me proud
of being myself
and i could say that out loud
if there was one thing i knew
its that love wasnt real
but you've opened my eyes
and my heart you slowly heal

poem

a poem from the guy that i love:
"The road less taken has been taken too many times. Ihave followed the path many times to find myself inone spot, your doorstep. No consent was given for meto love you, but my heart burns for your hand, yourcheek, and your lips. Every moment I spend staringinto your eyes, and I see no reflection of me alone. Igaze admirably and I see my hands clenched around you,and my lips smothering you in kisses. O, my dreams arenot yet spoken, but are still heartfelt and sosincere. I sing the song called love and I can’t singon key until you come in sight. My heart never pumpedas fast or slow as when I’m around you. Your fragrancepasses by my nose and the whiff makes me ecstatic.Every line I have ever said was as hard as the beatingin my chest, but once you said something back itslowed and skipped. Every word and I felt my heartskip a beat. Pump, skip, pump, pump, skip, pump, skipand so on. Every kiss you ever blew to me and I wouldtry catching them, but sadly I felt as though the windwould blow them away. I tried explaining how happy Iwas when I was with you, but no words expressed how Ifelt for you. I looked in a thesaurus to findsomething more intriguing than pure happiness, butright beside it was your name. If a picture held athousand words than you must hold millions, and yet noword seems to glorify you like I want them to. Yet, Iwasn’t meant to love you, but another. She was nothingto me though. The harder I tried, it seemed like Iwanted to snatch you away from whatever it was thatyou were doing. I wanted to melt in your arms and itjust ate away at my heart. I never understood why Iwas so attached and yet so far away from you. I couldnever seem to understand why my pathway was alwayspaved towards you. If I wasn’t meant to love you, thanlove not the world that denies me to you. I will breakaway from what keeps me chained to this planet, if itmeant that you will love me. O, heavenly child that Iseemingly adore from afar, please love me like I loveyou, and I will treat you with the care and respect solonging deserved that no other man has given. No mancan and always will love you like I have. Please love me, please."
wow
i love this guy so effen much!

Monday, September 10, 2007

complete this poem

wat do i do
when i think of no one but you
i want you here with me
want to feel your warmth

if you have some ideas please
share them with me
write your ideas for this poem
as a comment
thanx

grrrrrrrrr!

grrrrrrrrr!
i like my english teacher
shes really kool
the downside:
she is one of those project teachers
and if theres one thing that i suck at its...........
you guessed it
PROJECTS
i hardly do any projects
aaaaaaaaaah
im so going to fail her class

Sunday, September 9, 2007

wat do i do

omg
read this and then tell me wat i should do.

nametag13: Hey
x_bware_chic_x: [wassup]
x_bware_chic_x: fine if youre to busy then ill leave you alone
nametag13: im on on my phone
x_bware_chic_x: mkay
nametag13: but i wanna talk
x_bware_chic_x: kay then
x_bware_chic_x: i thought you said that it wasted your minutes or whatever
nametag13: I dont care as long as im talking to u
x_bware_chic_x: aww how sweet
x_bware_chic_x: ur making me blush
nametag13: I tend to do that
x_bware_chic_x: lol
x_bware_chic_x: ily
nametag13: it was nice
x_bware_chic_x: wat was nice
nametag13: poem
x_bware_chic_x: thanx
x_bware_chic_x: it took a day to do it
x_bware_chic_x: i had some loving inspiration
nametag13: U still there?
x_bware_chic_x: yah
x_bware_chic_x: did you here a kissing noise
x_bware_chic_x: or was it just on my computer
nametag13: ily alot
x_bware_chic_x: me too
x_bware_chic_x: ily alot too
x_bware_chic_x: where are yu rite now
nametag13: I love u more
x_bware_chic_x: ily more
x_bware_chic_x: dont rite it out cus my mom is like checking and stuff
x_bware_chic_x: u still there or wat
x_bware_chic_x: wat did you just send cus i cant see it
nametag13: Sorry bout that something happened
x_bware_chic_x: its ok
nametag13: Didnt send anything
x_bware_chic_x: ok
x_bware_chic_x: you take to long to answer
nametag13: Sorry babe
x_bware_chic_x: blushing again
x_bware_chic_x: its ok
nametag13: Is that alright or is it bad
x_bware_chic_x: is wat alright
nametag13: imma call u babe ok
x_bware_chic_x: thats fine with me :]
nametag13: If i take too long
x_bware_chic_x: ok
nametag13: ur my baby and i love u alot
x_bware_chic_x: blushing
nametag13: Its true
x_bware_chic_x: thanx
x_bware_chic_x: still blushing
nametag13: Its true
x_bware_chic_x: keep on making me blush and it s gonna look like i wear too much makeup
x_bware_chic_x: and i dont wear makeup x ept 4 lipgloss and mascara
nametag13: Ha
x_bware_chic_x: lol
nametag13: well i gotta in
nametag13: go
x_bware_chic_x: ok
nametag13: i love u babe
x_bware_chic_x: i love you too
nametag13: try to mail me later okay
nametag13: love u
x_bware_chic_x: i already did
x_bware_chic_x: me to

so wat should i do
I NEED HELP!

back to skool


well its back to skool

i saw my x and he looks hot and taller

i still love him but i dont know it he loves me back

i wanna go back out with him but i dont know if he feels the same way

so for now im stuck dreaming

and hoping

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

teenage love and broken hearts