hello, i am your soulmate.
the one person on this person in this world who is perfect for you in every way. yes i exist. everyone you've ever met or been with pales in comparison to me. there are about six million people on this earth and you encounter about one thousand people each day. we are perfect for each other and yet we have never met because we cross each others paths about once every six thousand years. if we are ever going to beat these statistics, you have to work harder because so far you have done a spectacular job of messing this up! remember that one time you were buying gum and the clerk asked you if you wanted a bag and you said no because you were in a hurry? if you had just waited those extra three seconds, you would have gotten to the theaters late and you would have wasted time in buying your ticket. by that time i would have been there and we would have entered the movie together. afterward we might have gone to starbucks or the mall and POW, fifty years of sun-filled days on our beach house in hawaii. another example... remember when you signed up for a band class? you should have signed up for a computer class! i was taking a computer class! how hard was that to figure out? next time dont think about signing up for a computer class because i might have moved on to an art class. i cant tell you exactly where i will be because if you really are my soulmate then you would know! you would know!
these worda are at the end of the sex and dating chapter in stephen colbert's book: I AM AMERICA (AND SO CAN YOU!)
Friday, November 9, 2007
i am in love with him..... sigh..........
omigawd!!!!!!!!
i am so in love.
remember the guy that i said i loved. well i was trying to move on because he kept breaking my heart. i think that we all knew that and i think we all know how hard it was for me to move on. everytime that i tried to move on i couldnt because he was always there. no matter what i did he was always there in the way of me trying to get over him. well i am so happy now. it turns out that he couldnt move on either. the problem is that i dont know if he really does love me or if he is thinking down there instead of with his heart. and yet i still love him. i will always love him. no matter what happens, i will always love him. no matter what he does to break my heart, i will always love him because he's the first person i've loved.
i am so in love.
remember the guy that i said i loved. well i was trying to move on because he kept breaking my heart. i think that we all knew that and i think we all know how hard it was for me to move on. everytime that i tried to move on i couldnt because he was always there. no matter what i did he was always there in the way of me trying to get over him. well i am so happy now. it turns out that he couldnt move on either. the problem is that i dont know if he really does love me or if he is thinking down there instead of with his heart. and yet i still love him. i will always love him. no matter what happens, i will always love him. no matter what he does to break my heart, i will always love him because he's the first person i've loved.
"i am america (and so can you!)"
do you watch the colbert report?
well if you dont, you should. it is super hilarious.
for those of you who do watch the colbert report, you know that he has written a book.
what is the name of the book?
I AM AMERICA (AND SO CAN YOU!)
if you dont buy the book because you dont know what it is about, then i suggest that you download the podcast.
the podcast is stephen colbert talking about the book.
like the show, the podcast about the book is super hilarious. i mean come on, its stephen colbert talking about religion for god's sake! [no joke intended]
you should really download the podcast if you want to know what the book is about.
"the heroes of america are the ones that buy this book. if you borrow this book, you are not a hero! with that being said, we will not distribute this book to libraries. you get no free ride!" are the words of my beloved STEPHEN COLBERT!!!!!!!!
well if you dont, you should. it is super hilarious.
for those of you who do watch the colbert report, you know that he has written a book.
what is the name of the book?
I AM AMERICA (AND SO CAN YOU!)
if you dont buy the book because you dont know what it is about, then i suggest that you download the podcast.
the podcast is stephen colbert talking about the book.
like the show, the podcast about the book is super hilarious. i mean come on, its stephen colbert talking about religion for god's sake! [no joke intended]
you should really download the podcast if you want to know what the book is about.
"the heroes of america are the ones that buy this book. if you borrow this book, you are not a hero! with that being said, we will not distribute this book to libraries. you get no free ride!" are the words of my beloved STEPHEN COLBERT!!!!!!!!
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Friday, October 26, 2007
friends and pain
as you all may know, i recently went through some more pain. [i think we all know who was the cause of this pain]
as i sit here writing this i remember thinking [not too long ago] that we dont need anyone "special" to love us as long as we have the love given to us by either friends or family.
and as i sit here writing this and remembering what i had thought, it was a lot easier to let go of all my pain [ok, well maybe not all of it but most of it] and i can honestly say that it is easier for me to let go of the people that have hurt me emotionally.
i feel as though i can overcome anything because i know that no matter what, i will always have loving, caring, absolutely amazing friends.
they show me support and they help me through the thick and thin and the ups and downs of life and teenage love and for that i am grateful.
and know i think,
how did i possible come across friends like these?
how is it that i managed to mantain these friends for pracitically three years?
and basically, i dont feel as if i deserve these friends.
after all i have done and all the problems that i have gone through, they should not have to worry about me. they should worry about themselves but i realize that because they care about me so much, they are the great friends that i know and love.
a great song for this is "my friends over you" by new found glory
as i sit here writing this i remember thinking [not too long ago] that we dont need anyone "special" to love us as long as we have the love given to us by either friends or family.
and as i sit here writing this and remembering what i had thought, it was a lot easier to let go of all my pain [ok, well maybe not all of it but most of it] and i can honestly say that it is easier for me to let go of the people that have hurt me emotionally.
i feel as though i can overcome anything because i know that no matter what, i will always have loving, caring, absolutely amazing friends.
they show me support and they help me through the thick and thin and the ups and downs of life and teenage love and for that i am grateful.
and know i think,
how did i possible come across friends like these?
how is it that i managed to mantain these friends for pracitically three years?
and basically, i dont feel as if i deserve these friends.
after all i have done and all the problems that i have gone through, they should not have to worry about me. they should worry about themselves but i realize that because they care about me so much, they are the great friends that i know and love.
a great song for this is "my friends over you" by new found glory
Thursday, October 25, 2007
CAMS middle skool
hello!
its me again [well of course it is. i mean its my blog isnt it?]
did any of you get a letter to CAMS?
well if you did, do you know where it is?
its all the way in CARSON!
its also on a college campus [can you say hello college boys? :) ]
but its really hard.
i mean seriously.
you have to take engineering for two years [its required] and calculus.
can you believe that.
but still its a preety good skool w/ college dudes and
off campus eating.
its me again [well of course it is. i mean its my blog isnt it?]
did any of you get a letter to CAMS?
well if you did, do you know where it is?
its all the way in CARSON!
its also on a college campus [can you say hello college boys? :) ]
but its really hard.
i mean seriously.
you have to take engineering for two years [its required] and calculus.
can you believe that.
but still its a preety good skool w/ college dudes and
off campus eating.
how do you feel when the person you love, doesnt love you back?
when they tell you they have someone new and yet they still tell you that they love you?
when they have showed off that new person and expect you to not be upset?
when after they havent talked to you for about a week and they suddenly confront you for not
talking to them?
i mean WTF is that about?
the only reason that you didnt talk to them was because they didnt talk to you and because you are upset that they tell you that they have someone new in their life and still tell you that they love you.
and even after all that THEY STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO COMPLAIN THAT YOU DONT TALK TO THEM?!
now i dont know about you but that person does not deserve you or your time.
and yet, you cant fully move on.
you've let them go for the most part but part of them and the memories still remains.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh......love.
you cant live with it and you cant live without it
at least it would be really lonely if you lived without it
when they tell you they have someone new and yet they still tell you that they love you?
when they have showed off that new person and expect you to not be upset?
when after they havent talked to you for about a week and they suddenly confront you for not
talking to them?
i mean WTF is that about?
the only reason that you didnt talk to them was because they didnt talk to you and because you are upset that they tell you that they have someone new in their life and still tell you that they love you.
and even after all that THEY STILL HAVE THE GUTS TO COMPLAIN THAT YOU DONT TALK TO THEM?!
now i dont know about you but that person does not deserve you or your time.
and yet, you cant fully move on.
you've let them go for the most part but part of them and the memories still remains.
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh......love.
you cant live with it and you cant live without it
at least it would be really lonely if you lived without it
disappear
as i walk alone again
unfazed by the lonliness
disappear into the night
for it just isnt right
today its wrong
to sing a love song
to a scorned young heart
hear my words and start
to heed what i have to say
before it goes away
i've walked here too long
not to sing a love song
and yet here i am
world- weary with no scar
just my heart on my sleeve.
this poem was given to me by my friend ALEX.
he gave it to me after my heart was broken by none other than the guy i loved the most
he gave me permission to post it on my blog for others to enjoy.
dont you like this poem too.
i think its really good.
if you would like me to post something of yours, please tell me.
send me an email or give it to me in person.
[for my email please look on my profile]
unfazed by the lonliness
disappear into the night
for it just isnt right
today its wrong
to sing a love song
to a scorned young heart
hear my words and start
to heed what i have to say
before it goes away
i've walked here too long
not to sing a love song
and yet here i am
world- weary with no scar
just my heart on my sleeve.
this poem was given to me by my friend ALEX.
he gave it to me after my heart was broken by none other than the guy i loved the most
he gave me permission to post it on my blog for others to enjoy.
dont you like this poem too.
i think its really good.
if you would like me to post something of yours, please tell me.
send me an email or give it to me in person.
[for my email please look on my profile]
Sunday, October 21, 2007
britney: pop princess or pile of crap?
Britney Spears - Gimme More
britney's song that was supposed to bring her back as AMERICA'S POP PRINCESS
did it work?
no but wat do you think
did you like her song or do you think that it's a pile of crap
please comment in regards to her song
thnx
tsukiko
britney's song that was supposed to bring her back as AMERICA'S POP PRINCESS
did it work?
no but wat do you think
did you like her song or do you think that it's a pile of crap
please comment in regards to her song
thnx
tsukiko
Sunday, October 14, 2007
papa roach rox!
we all know that papa roach is fawesome right?
well if you agree here are some links for papa roach songs
[if it doesnt work then oh well. sorry!]
Papa Roach - Scars
Papa Roach - Forever
Papa Roach - Last Resort
enjoy! :]
well if you agree here are some links for papa roach songs
[if it doesnt work then oh well. sorry!]
Papa Roach - Scars
Papa Roach - Forever
Papa Roach - Last Resort
enjoy! :]
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Teen ProfileProvided by: Astrology.com
Libra Girl
That pretty girl surrounded by a bevy of beauties (both male and female) -- yes, it's Libra! She's certainly not one to hang around alone. More to the point, though, she is very focused on looking good. As Libra is ruled by Venus, the Planet of Love, Beauty, and Aesthetic, her hair will always be in the latest style, and her fashion sense is as good as it gets. Many Libra ladies wind up in the beauty industry for this very reason. As for all of that company in her midst, the Libra girl plain and simple can't stand to be alone. If she's not in a relationship (highly unlikely), she'll cling to her pals and always socialize with a crowd. And a happy group it will be, since she'll insist on harmony at all costs. Some may perceive her willingness to please as superficial, but her intentions are always good. Since Libra is an Air sign, she possesses the qualities of an intellectual and will do well in school. Or maybe it's because she can't stand the idea of aggravating her teacher. Whatever the case, she's bound to wind up doing beautiful work.
Teen ProfileProvided by: Astrology.com
Gemini Boy
This smart and likable young man is very funny and can't help but make everyone laugh. While not the leader of the crowd, the Gemini boy will always be in a group because he loves company. He is a Jack of all trades - in this case, as the saying goes, he's also a master of none. ""So what?"" he'd say, since this chap loves to flit from one thing to the next. Games will capture the Gemini boy's imagination, be it chess, Trivial Pursuit, or the latest computer game. Opponents should be advised that this lad is good! Charmer that he is, he can talk a lot about a little and still leave a group enthralled. Being a public servant or politician might not sound exciting to some, but the Gemini boy may find his calling here. As prep for this work, he'll likely find himself at a college where he can hone his debating skills -- UC Berkeley or those bastions of the debate game, Harvard and Yale. He can talk with the best and has jokes to spare.
Libra Girl
That pretty girl surrounded by a bevy of beauties (both male and female) -- yes, it's Libra! She's certainly not one to hang around alone. More to the point, though, she is very focused on looking good. As Libra is ruled by Venus, the Planet of Love, Beauty, and Aesthetic, her hair will always be in the latest style, and her fashion sense is as good as it gets. Many Libra ladies wind up in the beauty industry for this very reason. As for all of that company in her midst, the Libra girl plain and simple can't stand to be alone. If she's not in a relationship (highly unlikely), she'll cling to her pals and always socialize with a crowd. And a happy group it will be, since she'll insist on harmony at all costs. Some may perceive her willingness to please as superficial, but her intentions are always good. Since Libra is an Air sign, she possesses the qualities of an intellectual and will do well in school. Or maybe it's because she can't stand the idea of aggravating her teacher. Whatever the case, she's bound to wind up doing beautiful work.
Teen ProfileProvided by: Astrology.com
Gemini Boy
This smart and likable young man is very funny and can't help but make everyone laugh. While not the leader of the crowd, the Gemini boy will always be in a group because he loves company. He is a Jack of all trades - in this case, as the saying goes, he's also a master of none. ""So what?"" he'd say, since this chap loves to flit from one thing to the next. Games will capture the Gemini boy's imagination, be it chess, Trivial Pursuit, or the latest computer game. Opponents should be advised that this lad is good! Charmer that he is, he can talk a lot about a little and still leave a group enthralled. Being a public servant or politician might not sound exciting to some, but the Gemini boy may find his calling here. As prep for this work, he'll likely find himself at a college where he can hone his debating skills -- UC Berkeley or those bastions of the debate game, Harvard and Yale. He can talk with the best and has jokes to spare.
confused
third time that we break up
que pasa con este chico?! MIERDA
im ok wit bein friends wit benifits
trust me i am but
este tiene que hacer una decision y quedarse con esa decision
y ademas
siempre dice que me ama
y lo creo pero tiene una forma muy chistosa de demonstrarlo
watever though
i love him even if he doesnt love me back and if he does love me then he sure has a funny way of showing it
still................................
i love him
que pasa con este chico?! MIERDA
im ok wit bein friends wit benifits
trust me i am but
este tiene que hacer una decision y quedarse con esa decision
y ademas
siempre dice que me ama
y lo creo pero tiene una forma muy chistosa de demonstrarlo
watever though
i love him even if he doesnt love me back and if he does love me then he sure has a funny way of showing it
still................................
i love him
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
my real name
well today i found out that my name is really
tsukiko
it means moon child
well who woulda thunk it
:]
tsukiko
it means moon child
well who woulda thunk it
:]
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
love...
im not sure of how i feel
but if theres one thing i knew
its that love isnt real
you say you love me
every single day
but its cuz of you
that our relationship cant stay
but that im okay with
its no big deal
i know its a myth
but my heart will heal
you dont say hi
in the hallways as we pass
when you say you love me
i think "my ass!"
you make promises
that you cant keep
all i keep thinking is
"i'm in too deep!"
and no matter what
to you
the door of my heart is never shut
you make me happy
you make me proud
of being myself
and i could say that out loud
if there was one thing i knew
its that love wasnt real
but you've opened my eyes
and my heart you slowly heal
but if theres one thing i knew
its that love isnt real
you say you love me
every single day
but its cuz of you
that our relationship cant stay
but that im okay with
its no big deal
i know its a myth
but my heart will heal
you dont say hi
in the hallways as we pass
when you say you love me
i think "my ass!"
you make promises
that you cant keep
all i keep thinking is
"i'm in too deep!"
and no matter what
to you
the door of my heart is never shut
you make me happy
you make me proud
of being myself
and i could say that out loud
if there was one thing i knew
its that love wasnt real
but you've opened my eyes
and my heart you slowly heal
poem
a poem from the guy that i love:
"The road less taken has been taken too many times. Ihave followed the path many times to find myself inone spot, your doorstep. No consent was given for meto love you, but my heart burns for your hand, yourcheek, and your lips. Every moment I spend staringinto your eyes, and I see no reflection of me alone. Igaze admirably and I see my hands clenched around you,and my lips smothering you in kisses. O, my dreams arenot yet spoken, but are still heartfelt and sosincere. I sing the song called love and I can’t singon key until you come in sight. My heart never pumpedas fast or slow as when I’m around you. Your fragrancepasses by my nose and the whiff makes me ecstatic.Every line I have ever said was as hard as the beatingin my chest, but once you said something back itslowed and skipped. Every word and I felt my heartskip a beat. Pump, skip, pump, pump, skip, pump, skipand so on. Every kiss you ever blew to me and I wouldtry catching them, but sadly I felt as though the windwould blow them away. I tried explaining how happy Iwas when I was with you, but no words expressed how Ifelt for you. I looked in a thesaurus to findsomething more intriguing than pure happiness, butright beside it was your name. If a picture held athousand words than you must hold millions, and yet noword seems to glorify you like I want them to. Yet, Iwasn’t meant to love you, but another. She was nothingto me though. The harder I tried, it seemed like Iwanted to snatch you away from whatever it was thatyou were doing. I wanted to melt in your arms and itjust ate away at my heart. I never understood why Iwas so attached and yet so far away from you. I couldnever seem to understand why my pathway was alwayspaved towards you. If I wasn’t meant to love you, thanlove not the world that denies me to you. I will breakaway from what keeps me chained to this planet, if itmeant that you will love me. O, heavenly child that Iseemingly adore from afar, please love me like I loveyou, and I will treat you with the care and respect solonging deserved that no other man has given. No mancan and always will love you like I have. Please love me, please."
wow
Monday, September 10, 2007
complete this poem
wat do i do
when i think of no one but you
i want you here with me
want to feel your warmth
if you have some ideas please
share them with me
write your ideas for this poem
as a comment
thanx
when i think of no one but you
i want you here with me
want to feel your warmth
if you have some ideas please
share them with me
write your ideas for this poem
as a comment
thanx
grrrrrrrrr!
grrrrrrrrr!
i like my english teacher
shes really kool
the downside:
she is one of those project teachers
and if theres one thing that i suck at its...........
you guessed it
PROJECTS
i hardly do any projects
aaaaaaaaaah
im so going to fail her class
i like my english teacher
shes really kool
the downside:
she is one of those project teachers
and if theres one thing that i suck at its...........
you guessed it
PROJECTS
i hardly do any projects
aaaaaaaaaah
im so going to fail her class
Sunday, September 9, 2007
wat do i do
omg
read this and then tell me wat i should do.
nametag13: Hey
x_bware_chic_x: [wassup]
x_bware_chic_x: fine if youre to busy then ill leave you alone
nametag13: im on on my phone
x_bware_chic_x: mkay
nametag13: but i wanna talk
x_bware_chic_x: kay then
x_bware_chic_x: i thought you said that it wasted your minutes or whatever
nametag13: I dont care as long as im talking to u
x_bware_chic_x: aww how sweet
x_bware_chic_x: ur making me blush
nametag13: I tend to do that
x_bware_chic_x: lol
x_bware_chic_x: ily
nametag13: it was nice
x_bware_chic_x: wat was nice
nametag13: poem
x_bware_chic_x: thanx
x_bware_chic_x: it took a day to do it
x_bware_chic_x: i had some loving inspiration
nametag13: U still there?
x_bware_chic_x: yah
x_bware_chic_x: did you here a kissing noise
x_bware_chic_x: or was it just on my computer
nametag13: ily alot
x_bware_chic_x: me too
x_bware_chic_x: ily alot too
x_bware_chic_x: where are yu rite now
nametag13: I love u more
x_bware_chic_x: ily more
x_bware_chic_x: dont rite it out cus my mom is like checking and stuff
x_bware_chic_x: u still there or wat
x_bware_chic_x: wat did you just send cus i cant see it
nametag13: Sorry bout that something happened
x_bware_chic_x: its ok
nametag13: Didnt send anything
x_bware_chic_x: ok
x_bware_chic_x: you take to long to answer
nametag13: Sorry babe
x_bware_chic_x: blushing again
x_bware_chic_x: its ok
nametag13: Is that alright or is it bad
x_bware_chic_x: is wat alright
nametag13: imma call u babe ok
x_bware_chic_x: thats fine with me :]
nametag13: If i take too long
x_bware_chic_x: ok
nametag13: ur my baby and i love u alot
x_bware_chic_x: blushing
nametag13: Its true
x_bware_chic_x: thanx
x_bware_chic_x: still blushing
nametag13: Its true
x_bware_chic_x: keep on making me blush and it s gonna look like i wear too much makeup
x_bware_chic_x: and i dont wear makeup x ept 4 lipgloss and mascara
nametag13: Ha
x_bware_chic_x: lol
nametag13: well i gotta in
nametag13: go
x_bware_chic_x: ok
nametag13: i love u babe
x_bware_chic_x: i love you too
nametag13: try to mail me later okay
nametag13: love u
x_bware_chic_x: i already did
x_bware_chic_x: me to
so wat should i do
read this and then tell me wat i should do.
nametag13: Hey
x_bware_chic_x: [wassup]
x_bware_chic_x: fine if youre to busy then ill leave you alone
nametag13: im on on my phone
x_bware_chic_x: mkay
nametag13: but i wanna talk
x_bware_chic_x: kay then
x_bware_chic_x: i thought you said that it wasted your minutes or whatever
nametag13: I dont care as long as im talking to u
x_bware_chic_x: aww how sweet
x_bware_chic_x: ur making me blush
nametag13: I tend to do that
x_bware_chic_x: lol
x_bware_chic_x: ily
nametag13: it was nice
x_bware_chic_x: wat was nice
nametag13: poem
x_bware_chic_x: thanx
x_bware_chic_x: it took a day to do it
x_bware_chic_x: i had some loving inspiration
nametag13: U still there?
x_bware_chic_x: yah
x_bware_chic_x: did you here a kissing noise
x_bware_chic_x: or was it just on my computer
nametag13: ily alot
x_bware_chic_x: me too
x_bware_chic_x: ily alot too
x_bware_chic_x: where are yu rite now
nametag13: I love u more
x_bware_chic_x: ily more
x_bware_chic_x: dont rite it out cus my mom is like checking and stuff
x_bware_chic_x: u still there or wat
x_bware_chic_x: wat did you just send cus i cant see it
nametag13: Sorry bout that something happened
x_bware_chic_x: its ok
nametag13: Didnt send anything
x_bware_chic_x: ok
x_bware_chic_x: you take to long to answer
nametag13: Sorry babe
x_bware_chic_x: blushing again
x_bware_chic_x: its ok
nametag13: Is that alright or is it bad
x_bware_chic_x: is wat alright
nametag13: imma call u babe ok
x_bware_chic_x: thats fine with me :]
nametag13: If i take too long
x_bware_chic_x: ok
nametag13: ur my baby and i love u alot
x_bware_chic_x: blushing
nametag13: Its true
x_bware_chic_x: thanx
x_bware_chic_x: still blushing
nametag13: Its true
x_bware_chic_x: keep on making me blush and it s gonna look like i wear too much makeup
x_bware_chic_x: and i dont wear makeup x ept 4 lipgloss and mascara
nametag13: Ha
x_bware_chic_x: lol
nametag13: well i gotta in
nametag13: go
x_bware_chic_x: ok
nametag13: i love u babe
x_bware_chic_x: i love you too
nametag13: try to mail me later okay
nametag13: love u
x_bware_chic_x: i already did
x_bware_chic_x: me to
so wat should i do
back to skool
well its back to skool
i saw my x and he looks hot and taller
i still love him but i dont know it he loves me back
i wanna go back out with him but i dont know if he feels the same way
so for now im stuck dreaming
and hoping
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
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